The Brokenhearted.
Had a pretty emotionally traumatic day yesterday. Trying to recoup today but all I want to do is sleep so I don’t think about it. But even that guarantees nothing. We all know what my dreams are like. I either want a time machine to go back to a year and a half ago, or I want to find an Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind center that actually exists. Since I can do neither, I guess the only option I’m left with is laying in bed until this miserable feeling goes away. Though it’s been a year and it hasn’t yet, maybe it’ll come some day.
It’s windy out. Not just windy, it’s like tornado windy. I love the sound. I’ll just lay in bed, try to forget about my depression and listen to the sound of the wind….
xo Jamie

